HEAVEN"Let's go on a date tomorrow," my body went still for a moment.Different thoughts occupied my mind as I stared at my husband. A date was supposed to be nothing too new or surprising for a couple but for us it was not like that. Was he serious? Where were we going for our first official date? It wasn't the first time I was going on a date but for some reason, I felt nervous.I was sure that the date was going to make our already complicated relationship even more complex. I was going to tell him no and tell him. I was not interested but Eli's words rang in my head "You don't have to worry about everything... Let out solve itself." She was right. Despite my head was filled with different thoughts and questions, I nodded slowly as I looked into his eyes. "Yes. Let's go on that date," my voice came out as a whisper when I opened my mouth.Damien's face drained the tension that had been written all over it and I couldn't help but smile.Snuggling closer to him, I felt my exhaus

1.I just stood there, staring at Damien. From the side of my eyes, I could see Becky, who was also in shock. I knew she was going to give me the full gist of what happened later, but I knew that she pissed Damien off, and now, he was also pissing me off. “Damien, I am not going anywhere with you.” I told him as quietly as possible. I did not want to cause a scene. Damien’s brows creased, and he walked up to me. He stood in front of me, towering above me, and asked, “What the hell did you just say?”I did not falter at all. I stood my ground and said, “I said I am not going anywhere with you.” Damien scoffed, “You had the audacity to ask Becky to replace you, and you are telling me that you are not going to France, despite the fact that I have ordered you otherwise?” He asked. I stood there, motionless, and I did not say shit. After a while, Damiel whispered, “I will deal with this attitude of yours later. However, our flight to France is seven in the morning, so you better go hom

HEAVENI woke up the following morning feeling numb, but in a good way.Exhaling and trying to stand up, I realized that something was holding me back.It was Damien's arm around my waist. His body was almost curled, with his head buried in my shoulder and my back against his unclothed chest.What was...My thoughts were suddenly filled with images of what had occurred the previous night."Shit." I cursed, looking at the ceiling and biting my lower lip. What was I thinking? I had not only let him hold me and let him fuck me despite all the shit that happened in the previous days but I also told him about my trauma.What in the world was I thinking?Biting my lip harder, I stood up abruptly without caring if he woke up or not."Heaven.." His voice came out in a slurry tone as he held me back."Let me go," My voice came out as a whisper but I knew he had heard me. I still had my back against him, I couldn't bring myself to look at him. I couldn't tell if it was because I was embarras

HEAVEN/ DAMIEN "What are you doing?" Damien's voice cut into my thoughts.My head was bent over as I stared at the text trying to process the text.Different thoughts were going through my head. Who was this? Why was the person talking about missing them?I lifted my head, plastering a smile on my face. "Uh... nothing," I shook my head trying to maintain the smile on my face but it was faltering.I was not going to tell him about the text. I mean, it might have been a mistake, even if I was worried about the fact that the message was actually deliberate and meant for me.Damien's eyebrow furrowed like he noticed something was wrong. I hope he did not. There was no way I was going to let that happen. I was not going to allow him to know what was wrong."Are you done? I mean have you paid th.. the bills... so we can leave?" I asked, almost rambling. What the fuck was I saying?From the look on Damien's face, I could tell he was having different thoughts and might be getting confused a

HEAVEN"Are you still clueless or do you want to keep pretending?" His tone was laced with disgust.Anger was written all over his face and for some reasons, I became more infuriated."Keep pretending?" I questioned, my tone laced with annoyance. "What do I have to pretend about?""I have no idea. Who knows if you have been pretending since we met!" His words create a hole in my heart. I'm sure my face showed the surprise and look of disappointment that crossed his face as his words sank into my pores. "Are you his new toy?" My heart did that clench again and my fingers curled into a fist.He just concluded so quickly. He didn't even try to ask."You are calling me a toy, Damien? Just for a mere text-""A mere text?" He cut in. "You call that text from a man telling you he misses you a mere text?"No matter how I tried not to agree, he was right. It wasn't just a mere text, Dan suddenly messaging me and telling me he misses me was nothing near normal.But still, he has no right to cal