I undressed as I slowly and reluctantly dragged myself into the bath room. Making my way inside, I slide shut the glass door and got under the shower as the warm water cascaded down on me my skin bathing me with its soothing trickle and temperature. I leaned into the glass wall that surrounded my shower and sighed, closing my eyes for a moment I wished things were not as complicated as they were between Beatrice and I, I had an alpha somewhere possibly angry at me and this was my last year alive yet all I could think about was her and how she was. It was odd. I lifted my face so the water from the shower head made its way to my face, i sigh again. I finally opened my eyes deciding to just let Beatrice be for the main time, it is obvious last night had more of an effect on her than it did on me. I had no one to answer to or feel guilty about but the same cannot be said about her. I soaped myself as I made sure to properly wash myself and with it the last evidence of what she an

I shook myself out of my musings and finished the meal before me, taking a glass of water to wash it down, I stood up and left heading into the sitting room, I really needed to know where Beatrice was and decided on calling Candace to know if she was there with him and his sister and If she wasn't then maybe he could ask his sister for me where she was. Tania and Beatrice are close, she would most definitely know where Beatrice is if she isn't with them right now. .I dialed Candace number and waited, there was no need to use our mind link since I would also want him to ask Tania where Beatrice is if he does not know. The phone rang for about three rings untilCandace answered. "Hello?! Sir!?" he sounded shocked, probably wondering why I am calling his line instead to establishing a direct link to his mindI hesitated wondering how to start the conversation "Are you there sir!?""yes!" I finally said hesitantly "Is Luna red here with you and Tania?" I just wanted to get straight

After a few minutes of running I stopped and wiped the perspiration from my face, my chest heaved heavily and I breathed heavily.That was not my normal running form, I normally run at a quick pace, sometimes faster than walking. As I turned the corner I saw the huge field surrounded by woods and mountains. As much as I enjoyed running around in the forest and watching the sun rise and set but for some reason watching the sunset now made me feel very sad and depressed , even though I had seen it many times before and I loved it but today it reminded me of the end of an era, everything did. The sun slowly disappeared into the horizon while I stood there, lost in thoughts about my life and future. There were no lights or noises other than the night birds and crickets singing and insects buzzing around. I felt lonely standing there. I didn't have anyone to talk to, someone who would understand me, know what I am really passing through and support me and despite all these I am mentally g

I swallowed dryly feeling guilty, this was my fault, I know. If only I had kept my hands to myself last night this awkwardness would not be there between us this moment "why else would I call? Imagine waking up and not knowing where you were?" I replied trying not to sound defensive"well I'm here, you found me, now what!?" she snapped, she obviously was pissed, why else would she answer me that way? "but... Luna.... you left without even a word, how was I suppose to know!?" I asked desperately, I knew she needed space but she should at least have told me where she was going. she snorted derisively and I couldn't tell if it was in response to my words or her own inner thoughts "you're telling me that!?" she stated simply, she sounded so unaffected by everything...it hurt my heart more than she might ever know"Last night when you left the party and went AWOL did you tell me before leaving!? You have me wait up for you"Was this what all this was about!?I assumed we were fighting

But maybe it was something different that he felt for me, maybe he just thought of me the way he would think of any other woman, as his mate or perhaps just as a fellow Alpha who needs help and support, but I doubted it.No, he has feelings for me, I knew it, how else would one explain the insane attraction between us and then it hit me. Maybe it's lust, that is it!. That would really explain a lot, why he went to get a woman that looks just like me and renamed her to a name similar as mine, why he just can't seem to keep his hands off me, and why he finds me extremely attractive even now that I am heavily pregnant.It's just lust. Thats not love. you can't replace a person if you love them, it makes no sense to say you love someone and then replace them with a look alike after they leave. he just sees me as a woman he loves to fuck nothing more. If that is the case,then I need to get over this infatuation I have over him and fast before it's too late. I don’t know whether