Dinner ended and everyone reconvened at the seating room as the staff walked around with a tray of Champaign in a glasses as well as cake and then there was music playing softly and it gave off an air of calm. It felt nice but also very nostalgic which only made me feel sadder. I made my way to a couch with my Champaign in hand and a sad look as I sat down thinking and trying to avoid everyone .The sound of clinking glasses caught my attention and I glanced over seeing that most people were drinking their wine and talking with each other, they didn't appear to notice me as I sat watching them which was what I wanted because I did not need them clamoring around me and suffocating me. the soft classical music seemed to relax me.I took a sip of the drink and sighed as the bubbles tickled the inside of my throat, it tasted very good, it felt nice to have some time alone but that was exactly why I was here and I wasn't about to let myself get into another depressive episode as I have be

She’s better off without me. The world is better off without me. She deserves everything she gets now, she’s a fucking goddess after all. No one should be able to get anything just because they’re better than me, especially not people like her. She’s an angel, I am a demon. She knows better than me anyway, she has so much more experience. Why would she need someone like me when she already has a perfect life that will last forever? Why would she want someone like me around? Who needs me? People don’t deserve me. I think I’d rather die. And yet, there I stood, still laughing quietly to myself, looking at her leaving from behind me and I wished that she hadn’t left. If she hadn’t, maybe things would have turned out differently. Maybe if she never went then maybe we can be together… No matter how hard I tried though, I could never tell anyone about my real reason for being here. I had to live up to this reputation of mine after all, or what else is there? Everyone knows me as some sort

Why was I throwing up? Why was I suddenly having trouble breathing? I started sweating profusely while shivering uncontrollably at the same time. My vision became blurry as tears began forming in my eyes. I don’t know what I was feeling nor what was happening right now. What was wrong with me? Why was I suddenly feeling like this? Why did I feel that my whole chest was burning as hot as it was burning? What the hell was going on!?Why did it feel as if someone had set fire to my whole body!I quickly got into the shower and tried to wash away whatever weird feeling that seemed to have taken over my whole being. I felt the Luke warm water wash over me as I went to the corner and sat down . The water still running, I rested my head against the wall of the shower as I let out a loud groan. My breathing started slowing down once again as I began focusing on relaxing myself. I took deep breaths one by one until finally, I could control my breathing and the trembling stopped. The water sti

I watched her face light up, her eyes sparkled as the smile she wore spread wider across her face I couldn't help but to laugh at her reaction. She was so cute and her laughter was one of the things I loved most about her, it made me happy knowing I could make her happy.I leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on her lips, I did not know why I did that but I knew I should and felt my body act before I even gave it the command to, I wanted to make sure that she understood everything I had told her before we kissed"Thank you, for caring about me" I said in all earnest voice.Her bright smile never faltered as she reached her hand towards my chin and gently lifted my head so that our eyes locked."You're the best thing that has ever happened to me" I said while giving her the sweetest smile possible and placing another kiss on her lips.She blushed at this response, she smiled and then giggled like I've never seen anyone do. I felt my heart melt at this sight.We stared into each other's e

Instead I grabbed her hips and hoisted her up and onto my lap, she giggled and placed her hands on either side of my head, bringing me into another passionate kiss. Her lips slid down to mine again and I felt my body tense as she trailed down to my neck. I gasped in surprise as her tongue darted out to lick up a small red mark that was starting to show itself and I could feel myself harden inside my jeans even more at the sight. She continued to trail kisses across my jaw line and then down my chest, biting her lower lip as she watched my dick throbbing beneath my jeans. I groaned and ran my fingers through her hair as my hand found its way underneath her skirt. I lifted it up so that I could wrap my hand around her inner thigh and squeeze gently before pulling away. "Fuck!" She panted and looked at me with those big blue eyes, they were glazed with desire. "What's wrong?" I asked and tried to sound calm, but my voice betrayed me when I added, "You okay?" She nodded, and I saw the lu