I didn't really see the need to store it up in my head until now.But anyway I really don't have to blame myself too much. Because it wasn't really my fact, if there is anyone to be blamed here then it's no one else than Lucas.Lucas was the cost of every single thing. If he had shown up that night to kidnap me, then my kids would have been with their father by now.Honestly I wished I could just drag him back to life, and beat him up for what he had done to myself and my kids.He was really a bad person, and I hate him so much even though he is dead. To be honest, I think he deserves how he was brutally killed by the rogues.He really deserves it, and I don't even feel bad for him. I thought and sighed softly, before turning back to my children."Mummy, when did you say we would be going to see daddy?" Andy asked me, making me sighed softly, and told him soon."Mummy please I need a particular date, so I could get prepared for that date, so please mention a date." Andy said, making m

I sighed softly, as I finally walked into my bedroom. I'm really so pissed right now, and I don't think I can stay here anymore.These people are just too cruel to me. I don't really want to remain here. And again I'm so serious that Damon really wanted to be mated to me, I wasn't really expecting something like that from him.I actually thought he would refuse them immediately when they made the statement, but there he was agreeing to their madness and telling me we have been living together for a while now.I can't never have anything to do with him, because I only love just one man and that is Brian, so I would never get mated to Damon, rather I would stay single and get into a relationship with Damon.Though he has been so good to me since I came here five years ago, I really can't imagine myself being mated to him.My heart and soul belong to Brian, and nothing can make me stop loving him, and go for another man.It actually took me time to fall in love with him, and I don't thin

I went over into the dining room, and had my seat as I waited patiently for the cook to bring in my food.My mind was still in Ariana, but I try not to overthink about her. I really need her back in my life, so I wished there was something I could do that would get her back to me.I thought and sigh softly, as the cook finally brought in my food.She dropped it right in front of me, and also served it. Making me sighed softly as I stared at her to do that.Once she was done, I started eating immediately, until I was finally done.I left the dining room immediately, as I made my way back to my office.I actually didn't feel like working, but that was the only thing that could help me to stop thinking about her for now.I have dwells in her thoughts for too long, it's high time I relax back for a while.I thought to myself, because the more I was thinking about her, the more I wanted to see her, but I really don't know where she is or where I could probably search for her.To be honest,

In the dining room, my kids kept asking me where I had been, which made them not see me the entire day, but I just told them they shouldn't be questioning me while eating."But mummy we really want to know, as we miss you so much today." Ava spoke up, while I just sighed softly."Ava like I said before,we are having dinner, so you shouldn't be talking while eating." I scolded her, making her keep quiet immediately.I could tell she wasn't really happy that I shut her up that way, but I really had to, as it was the right thing to do.It's not good table manners to talk while eating, so that's one more reason I won't let that happen, no matter what.Adrian and Andy became quiet immediately. I said that it was bad to do it, but Ava still kept pushing.She is the only female among my kids, and also the youngest, but she is really so stubborn. Like really really stubborn, but I'm not going to be easy on her, so she could finally change.I need her to be just as good as her brothers. She re

"Okay, it's fine then. You can go." He said, making me sighed softly, as I turned to finally leave, but stopped realising he would still be sitting there if I don't make him go too."I shouldn't be the only one leaving this bar, but rather it should be the best of us." I told Him, while he turned to me fully."I'm not feeling sleepy yet, so just go ahead and sleep." He told me, making me swallow hard, realising he was angry.I don't intend to leave the bar without him, because we came here together, so we should also leave here together."Come on Damon, you really don't have to be angry, because there is nothing to be angry about there." I told him, as my glance was fixed on him.He didn't bother to glance at me, and I could tell he was still so annoyed, making me move closer to him immediately."Come on Damon, we really need to go to bed now." I said while grabbing onto his hands, hoping he would listen to me that way."Alpha, I'm not ready to sleep right now, so just stop persuading